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Pandemic Reflections
‘It Won’t Be Okay for a While’ — Reflecting on a Year of Covid-19
I’m an ER doctor treating Covid-19 in New York City. This is what I wish I knew a year ago.
In New York City, the first case of Covid-19 was confirmed on March 1, 2020. Today, on the one year anniversary, I wrote myself a letter. This is what I wish I could have told myself at the start of the pandemic.
Get ready. Sleep more. Spend extra time with the family. Cherish every minute. Things are about to get weird. It won’t be okay for a while.
As a doctor in the emergency room, the next year will test every part of you. This pandemic will strip your energy. It will eat away time from your family. Make you afraid when you come home and your toddler runs toward you before you shower the virus away. You won’t see your friends. Some of your colleagues will die, casualties of the virus they fought against.
I know right now you think you’re ready. Yeah, you’ve done similar things before. Don’t let that fool you.
You saw people die every day in the Ebola treatment center in West Africa and survived a 19-day battle with the disease yourself. You made it through that; you’ll make it through this.
